ok...it's been a long time since i've even written in this thing about something significant to me in my life.

i know that you may feel as if i've neglected you or have forgotten you, but i haven't...i guess this is my way of letting you kno that i'm still here...that i'm still the same person i was...i know that this whole hectic schedule of ours makes it sooooo super difficult for us to see each other...let alone talk on the phone. i haven't forgotten you...i haven't replaced you...i'm not the type to do that and i hope you know that. i've get this empty feeling inside me...telling me that i'm missing that other half...telling me that the absence of you makes thing 10x more difficult for me to get through...especially with the drama i have in my life. i hope you know that i am still here for you...still standing by you...still praying for you. like i've said before...no matter what happens, i'll always be your sister...your best friend...your confidant. don't think that i have forgotten you..forgotten us...my family is your family...i'll always be here supporting you in whatever you do. there are things in our lives that help shape us and help us grow...and for me, you are one of those important people in my life..goodness..we've been thru soo much to let anything..even school...get in between us. i love you and always will...AP 1 & 2

OH! by the way...what do u want for your bday again?! hahah...it's coming!!!!

i wrote this out for a bulletin board thing on MYSPACE..i wanted to add more so i decided to put it up on here..it's a little corny...but it's what im feeling right about now...

"LIFE'S LESSONS"

sometimes we forget that life is too short...

we forget that we all have been given blessings in life in which sometimes we take for granted...

we forget that the little things are just what they seem to be..."the little things"

we forget about the people that matter to us most because we're too busy arguing over silly things...

we forget that today will be what it is...that we can't change the past but we can certainly pave our futures...

we forget to be thankful for the things we already have and wish too much for things that we can't have...

sometimes we forget to say "i forgive you" or "i love you" because there's so much hate in our hearts...

and sometimes...we forget to that life is what we make of it...no regrets...

we get all caught up on this roller coaster ride that we don't know when to just stop...or when to let go...

we forget that love is something that comes once...and once you've found it, don't let it go...

hold on tight...buckle up...because your life is just as bumpy...but at least in the end, you'll know what shaped you...what made and broke you...you'll learn all of life's lessons...

R.I.P Abby...our prayers are with you always...

*if there's one thing in life i've learned so far...its that our battles aren't against someone else, rather it's within ourselves...

this is what you need...this is what i don't want...but what more can i do...i  trusted you..cared for you...loved you...always will...

sometimes what we think is best may not be..sometimes i just wish i would be able to get away from here...be somewhere...my most happiest moments...my most happiest days....all of it was with "you"...that will never change..what i feel will never change...it'll always be there...it'll always be strong and real

what i learned in the end is that LIFE IS A RISK  be prepared to fall...but be just as ready to get back up...i'm not going to give up...i'm not going to fear what i know lies within.

thank you to everyone who has been there...i love you

i'll pray that things will be ok..that you will see how much i am willing to fight..i'm not giving up just yet...

AHH SHIT!!!!

Common + Talib + Kanye = one hell of a night!!!

Good experience...nice new people...sweating like crazy...being in the front row...touching common's hand...ahhh singing along....couldn't go any better! i love it! i love it! i love it!